Friday, May 6, 2016

Ashamed.

I've been feeling really low recently. Stepped on the scale and realized that I was at my heaviest weight since 2009. A whopping 118kg! 

I'm not going to tell you that I didn't know how I missed the numbers slowly creeping up. For some reason, I was sure I would lose the weight amidst all the stress and late night eating.

This evening I saw the look of sadness in my father's eyes as he talked about my weight. See, I promised him that I would lose a significant amount of weight by the end of the year but have barely lost a kilogram.

Frankly, I'm disgusted at myself right now. 80% of my clothes don't fit and I've had enough of this embarrassing situation.

My new regime begins tomorrow. I have to make time for my health and lose these excess pounds.

Wish me luck and pray with and for me. I need all the help God can offer me.

4 comments:

  1. Sometimes we need these eye opening moments to initiate the change needed!!

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  2. I came to your blog from Mary Fran's blog. The title of your blog caught my eye, because I recently set a goal of losing weight and reaching my goal weight by Christmas 2016. I will be checking in with you! Let's do this!

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